I rejected acting roles worth millions just because I couldn’t bring myself to do a kissing scene with certain actors.
It may sound funny or even ridiculous to some people, but for me, it was personal and deeply uncomfortable. No amount of money could make me ignore what my senses couldn’t handle.I’ve always believed in professionalism, but I also believe in protecting my peace and comfort. Acting is powerful, yes, but I’m not one to fake chemistry when all I feel is disgust.
Some of these actors are really talented, no doubt, but when you step close and all you can perceive is something between rotten egg and bitter leaf, my spirit just says no.
I had to make a decision; compromise for fame and money or protect my boundaries. I chose the latter. Some people mocked me, some called me proud, but I’ve never regretted walking away.
If a scene makes me uncomfortable to the point of losing myself, then I don’t belong there. At the end of the day, I’d rather keep my dignity than collect millions and gag through every take.